Ordered My Dream Shoe

As you can see from my super obvious and straight to the point title, I just ordered my dream shoe.


Happy me, Happy me.
Frankly speaking, we, women must have our dream shoe. Isn’t?

Agree? High 5!

So what kind of shoe did I just ordered? Any guesses? Is it heel with peep toe and ribbon? Is it flat shoe with flower? Is it pump shoe crazily hard to walk with? Is it a wedding heel with gorgeous laces patch?

Nope. Actually, I don’t quite sure what kind of shoe did I just ordered. Hahaha. For all I know I have been keeping the picture for months and I have been trying to have it since then.

All of this usual problem of financial constraint and prioritise things that need to be prioritise, I hold my dream to be just a dream. Sounds serious enough huh? It is just a shoe. Drama alert!

Alhamdulillah, Thank God, after deep thinking, discussion with my dad, looking at bank account, I said to myself, instead of this money be gone in my stomach (food consumption), I should really just buy something. *angel laugh*

Okay about my “discussion with my dad” above, it is true okay. I did ask him, is it okay for me to buy a shoe, pleaseeee, I want one. He said it is up to you.

In 3 to 4 days, I will receive my package and I hope it is into my like. Wait for the update!


the marriage

i have been single for almost 24 years now and i am 24 years old last July. weird or normal?  minus my age when i was a baby, toddler and primary age, it has been 14 years to be exact.

of course we all want to have someone to love apart from loving our family members but after a while i feel comfortable being just by myself. i don’t need someone to drive me here and there, i can drive on my own. i don’t need someone to listen to me because i believe i have friends for that and even my mom and dad can listen too. yes, i talk to my parents almost about everything, school, crush, problems, friends and etc.

after some time i don’t even bother if i have someone to marry or not. yes, i feel the unnecessary to marriage. i can work, i can adopt if i want kids and yeah, basically all that idea in my mind.

however, the other day, i heard a talk in a radio about marriage in Islam. how important it is according to Prophet Muhammad’s sunnah. last night, i attended a talk about hijrah where as soon as Prophet arrived from Mecca to Madina, he performed marriages between Muhajirin (from Mecca) and Ansor (Medina local). it shows that through marriage, we can learn what we don’t know and we can help to popularise Muslims.

there i know, i have done wrong to myself which i unintentionally neglected the idea of marriage. i love how beautiful wedding can be; the bouquet, the dress, the food and the cake. so i do have the intention to get married before because i don’t really against it but just i feel comfortable with just myself. but now, i have cleanse my heart.

i believe that no matter how late it is, there is someone for me. he could be everywhere looking for me too. all i need to do is pray that one day there will be a road in front of him, looking at me, knowing that i am the one that he has been looking for and i will be there waiting in a beautiful dress.

the make up

we, women love make up, cosmetic so much. aren’t we? what? men love it too, no comment on that but if you are talking about skin care, yes they should. bad weather these days, air pollution every where, at least all of us need face cleanser.

what product do you use? i’m lonely, talk to me please. nope, no one. okay then.

back to me and myself talking to no one. i love make up, it gives strengthen my personality, brighten what needs to be brighten.

as we all should do, we must wash our hand and face apply any cosmetic on our face. wash your hand, wash your hand. we do not want any germ paste on with make up. gross.
i apply my trusted (so far) toner from Neutrogena. you can easily buy this from Guardian. gently tap it with your hand, i don’t fancy cotton and that is why i must wash my hands. let it dry on its own.

make up sesh
after my toner is absorbed into my skin, i apply my trusted (so far) foundation which i happen forgot to bring it to the office today. i use Maybelline Dream Liquid Mousse or in a case where i forgot, i use Maybelline Clear Smooth B.B Cream. i love both. i apply it with my finger, soft and gentle.
next, i apply again another product from Maybelline, Clear Smooth Shine Free Cake Powder (what a long name for a compact powder). this is one, i use sponge okay, i am not crazy.

continue with lips and eyes.
first i rarely apply eye shadow, actually it has been 4 years since the last time i applied. i just use simple eye liner which i draw it a little bolder as if i have eye shadow on me. couple of months ago, i starter to draw my eyebrow but not too much, just to make sure i look like i have eyebrows.
for my beautiful lips (duhhh), i use many but not in one time. my current obsession is Moisture Boost Lipcolor Balm in Latte by SilkyGirl. Other lipsticks are
1. MoistureShine in Naked Truth by SilkyGirl
2. Peachy Scene by Maybelline

i wish i own lip color in coral. i dream to have that color.

as i walk and ride public transportation, i need to make sure my make up is still there on my face when i reach office. so i use Bio-essence Miracle Bio Water which i read it is good to sustain your make up and also moisturising and soothing your skin.

done. i am ready to go! anyone, free date?

as you can see, i use Maybelline too much and i would like change and my friend here just mention about this new product which came in to Malaysia early this year. it is Catrice. price range is affordable within my 500 ringgit malaysia allowance. i have to skip lunch and dinner, of course.

till then.

the ballerina shoe


me: heyy, cute shoeeeeeee. where did you bought it?
D: at Jaya Jusco. it was cheap. i bought it for RM30 after discount.
me: seriousllyyy??
D: yep. you should go
me: haa, i have to wait for my allowance then.

this was the conversation between me and D. oh and by the way, D is a she. obviously, we talked about shoe for God sake. women are so unpredictable. i sat just one sit next to her and yes, we talked and laughed but i only talked about her cute shoe when we were walked on staircase.

women can talk about anything while we are doing other things. we can talk about shoes while walking, about clothes while cooking, and yes, our topics will change after certain period and usually it will end with a topic on marriage or wedding. ohh, i should write something the wedding version two. i can be very imaginative about the wedding details. enough that.

women loves shopping so much that they do not even bother what happen to their men when in an shopping centre with sales going on. in my case, whenever we wanted to buy adik’s clothes, ayah made the decision upon our first option because he knew and always know we, women can never make a decision unless we have more than 10 choices.

as a woman, apologies to men out there. we are certainly can not control this wild obsession of shopping. thank you for all the money given too, without that, we may not be couple. hahaha. i am joking, we do love men more than their money.

till then.
thanks to D for this picture.